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december and things like resolutions

2011-12-27T23:53:00.003+08:00

I figured I should start blogging because it's finally the term break! I'm swarmed with projects but I'm taking my time because I like to be lazy. Carpe Diem... and by that I mean just moping around at home watching chick flicks.

I've lost count of how many movie I've watched within this two weeks but hey, it was really nice to finally get time off from all the boring and torturous school work. Since I've drowned myself with chick flicks, I have a new favourite. Bradley Cooper. Really gorgeous guy. OKAY, I GOT TOO CARRIED AWAY.

Moving on, it's already December. 2011 has pretty much zoomed past me and I could only hope that I have learnt a few valuable life lessons this year. Gotta admit, I don't think I have changed that much since last year since my life is comparable to a straight line. Yep, a straight line. Constant. No excitement. But I'm still thankful.

It's good to reflect, and I think I have learnt a few more things that make me a better person, one way or another. I sure hope so. I want to be a better person.

I've never made any resolutions because I am not the kind of person who, you know, sticks with these 'goals' and that's why I have been fat all my life. Lol I'm kidding, but there is some truth to that. I am fat, and I want to change this.

So I have decided to make a list of resolutions for the new year because I believe that I can make something happen, if I try and if God allows me to.

Have a Merry Christmas... everyone? Bye.

blessings

2011-11-26T22:28:00.002+08:00

You know, that happy feeling when you meet your best friend?! Farahdf finally finished her A'Levels and we've pretty much waited for this for two years! I am a happy girl and she is a happy girl. We are happy girls.

Since we're both geeks and broke at the same time, we met up at my place instead and caught up with everything. Kpop, mainly, because we're such fangirls and we have no time to talk about other people's lives or our lives... simply because our lives are straight lines. Lol.

I had a good time with her and I'm going to meet her more often since she doesn't have to run off and study study study since her major exams are officially over. Wrong timing, my common tests are in two weeks. Sigh.

I am swarmed with school work, revision and projects but I am holding up well (hopefully). Alhamdulillah for everything and I'm praying for myself to finally get better and be free from the flu bug soon! I really need my body to be healthy at this point because late nights, here I come!

Okay I sound too enthusiastic to be sounding like the usual me but that's because I've been reading my previous posts. I used to be such a happy and carefree girl and I don't know where she went. I want to be her again, but a better her - but better, in many ways. That's my resolution for this year and next: To be a better me.

I think I need to decorate my posts with stuff like picture but because I am lazy, I won't. Goodnight everyone. Wish me luck for my test tomorrow! (;

stupid piece of horse shit

2011-11-24T15:19:00.003+08:00

Some people only think about their feelings. Why don't you fuck off and live in a cave? You've disappointed me umpteen times but when I do something once, you act as if I am the biggest douche of all. Fine, then I am a douche. I don't care and do not wish to care about your feeling.

Goodbye.

i have feelings too

2011-11-15T20:37:00.004+08:00

I don't know why I always feel so used by people. I try to be nice, you know, because I'm taught to be nice. I'm taught to care for my friends, to help them when they're in deep shit. I don't ask for anything in return, but who the hell am I trying to kid? At least I just wish they'll give a shit about me when they're okay. But no, I probably seem like a person who doesn't need to be given a fuck for because I am always okay. Teenagers need to stop thinking relationship problems are the only things that matter, because they don't. I try to treasure my friendship but if people treat me like trash, I deserve to be hurt.

Hey, I have feelings too. I just wish people remembered that.

clock dj

2011-11-03T01:27:00.001+08:00

Clock DJ from David Salaices on Vimeo.

COOL.

it is thursday and i can't taste my food

2011-10-27T21:44:00.003+08:00

It's been quite a while since I blogged! School has started for me and I have to say I'm not enjoying my new class at all. I hate change, but I'm trying to improve myself and I'm trying to gear myself up for the tremendous amount of shit that I'm going to get this semester.

I have faith. I can do this. Believe me, I tell this to myself almost every night. I'm trying my very best to work harder, and I'm hoping that God'll help me in my journey.

Moving on, I have my 2000 word internship report due this week and I only have 100 words as of now. Screwed? Pretty much, yeah.

Finally went to the clinic just now because my flu has finally caught up with me after a month. My head was tired and I can't taste what I'm eating, so I figured I should start doing something about it. By the way, I got a nasal spray! Cooooool because I've never tried to spray my nostrils with a funny tube and I am totes amazed by it, lol.

Got to go and take my shower now, short update, bye!

one three october

2011-10-13T08:17:00.004+08:00

It's 13th of October and guess what? The second last day of my internship! I am happy and glad that this is finally coming to an end. It was a short time, but boy was it torturous. They're still throwing me tons of works and errands to run, but hell, I'm leaving tomorrow. Just gonna do my best to complete and leave the rest of the work to them.

It's also my bestfriend's birthday today! The bestest bestest bestest chingu, Farahdina Farhanis. I constantly thank Allah for a best friend like her because she's the complete opposite of me. I don't meet her very often because she's trying to ace a future (while I am the opposite...) so I understand. I love my bestfriend and I hope she has an awesome birthday today!

Going out of topic, I sometimes wish I could wear high heels. I mean, I do wear them, but I never seem to get the correct heels, the perfect feet or a comfortable pair. It's frustrating. Plus I think I look too old in them because I am fat. Lol.

I have yet to wear my SM heels I mentioned in my last few posts because the weather has been particularly wet. I do not want to spoil my shoes. Plus, my pants are yet to be altered so... the shoes and pants can wait.

Got to go now, it's half past eight in the morning and I'm going to sit my ass here all day to do computer work. Five words: Get me out of here.

hardest of hearts

2011-10-09T14:16:00.003+08:00

So yesterday I stayed up late and talked to my close friend about loads of things.

I spilled out the stuff I think about all the time, and I feel funny. I think I'm pathetic most of the times, but no don't worry I'm not depressed, lol. I feel like I have nothing to look forward to in life. I used to try so hard but now I refuse to give a shit. Yes I do give a shit sometimes but shortly afterwards I think about how useless it is to give a shit so I decide to not give a shit. Na'mean?

Funny thing was my friend asked me how my dream guy would be and what a nice date would compromise of. Then I realized I'm really such a simple girl. I don't have high expectations... well, maybe for now. Most of the times, I just go with the flow and don't expect anything to happen at all.

Wish I had an exciting life I could tell my kids in future. Unfortunately, I don't. But I wish I'm going to meet that someone special that I will tell stories about, especially to my kids :)

rainy days are here again

2011-10-07T21:12:00.004+08:00

It's Friday night, and I'm home. Good for me, didn't want to spend any more money on food. Each time I'm out, I spend money on stupid types of food.

So I chose to stay home and polyvore.

I am always wearing clothes like these in my daydreams. Gotta have them in real life.

I'm glad it's Friday and I'm home, blogging away. I'm starting to get used to work and thank God, it's my last week interning at the company next week. It's kind of pathetic that I'm only getting used to interning NOW, but I'm just sort of thankful it's going to be over pretty soon. If I were to compare work and school, I'd pick school any time although it means I have to lug my ass off trying to get good grades.

I just hate sucking up to people. I like to impress people with my talents and quality of work but not being nice to everyone, urgh, it's so disgusting, really. That's the harsh reality of the working world, you won't know who's real and who's not. I'd rather eat my lunches alone rather than go for lunches at places that I can barely afford, just because I want to appear more sociable. I find that really foolish.

Enough of whining, I shall go and read a book or watch X-Factor because that's the only relevant thing on tv on a Friday night. Whut.

Goodnight.

hi mr madden

2011-10-06T09:06:00.004+08:00

Finally got my shoes! Scraped a good amount from my pay for it, and it was on sale. Initially wanted a pair of really nice brogues from Topshop but my size was unavailable in brown. My luck runs out with shoes that I want, all the freakin' time, but I love my new pair.

Say ola to my new shoes!

Steve Madden's Grey Leather Trouser (!!!)

As you can see I am totally happy. Just need to alter my trousers and I am set... set for what, I don't know.

Going off topic, Steve Jobs just passed away. Thanks Steve, for your genius creations all these years. I love my iPod and it makes me feel less pathetic than I sometimes am. Doesn't matter if I don't and can't have a cat or dog, because am iPod is all I need.

By the way, my favourite korean boy band (LOLOLOLOL I always find it gay to admit I like kpop) is coming for a solo tour! Finally! But, my pocket's drying up pretty fast... and I'm not really sure if I want to spend all of my part time work bucks on that concert. Sigh.

Lol okay I have to go since I am blogging from the workplace and have to keep a lookout while looking minimally suspicious and having my fingertips on the ALT + TAB key. Useful keys are useful.

Goodbye!

brogues and a satchel

2011-10-03T23:33:00.003+08:00

So how y'all doin'?

I am so bitter right now because I just dropped Brettie the iPod and IT HAS A DENT NOW. Really hate how careless I am, I can never take care of these gadgets. I only bought it two months ago and now it has a dent! URGH UNBELIEVABLE.

Anyway, I got my Chino Pants from Newlook because Dorothy Perkins has none this season. Seriously, when I really need something, it doesn't appear. When I don't need it, it's everywhere. Regardless, I like my pants and I think I need a white oxford top to go with it. #excuses

Now I need brogues and a satchel.
Lol.

Goodnight.

Wind Up Bird Chronicle

2011-09-30T08:45:00.003+08:00

Currently reading:

The Wind Up Bird Chronicle by Haruki Murakami

I can't really say I love this author because I've only read one of his books, which is Kafka on the Shore. I really liked that book because it was different from what I usually read... which is just a jumble of genres depending on my mood, lol. I can't classify what it is, but it is intriguing and interesting. I love how Murakami describes situations, it really draws me in to imagine the characters and places.

I'm halfway through The Wind Up Bird Chronicle which is a thick-ass book. I'm actuall being thankful that the book is thick since I have two more weeks of internship to pass and having a book to read is awesome. Can't wait to finish this and probably read Sputnik Sweetheart or Norwegian Wood... a different kind of novel from the two I've read.

Okay, enough of me trying to sound intelligent when I got really horrible marks for my GPA. Did I tell you, my timetable for the next semester is a horrible mix of time wasted and late days? I have two hours of break everyday and I go home at five on fridays. I am sad, but I choose to believe that every cloud had a silver lining. I'll make use of the two hours to study, I hope. I'll become a nerdier nerd than I already am, and possibly get good marks.

I'll probably start blogging again since I don't have much to do at work and I can access only blogger. Goodbye!

so this is why i want to lose weight

2011-09-29T09:44:00.003+08:00

I've been interning for a month already and frankly, I have nothing important to do most of the time. I don't really mind because I'm lazy, but I do like a bit of work. Unfortunately, my superiors are too busy to give shit to me so I'm juts browsing the internet for 'how to's.

I was bored to my wits so I just googled 'best fashion blogs' since the only fashion blogs I know are Style Rookie and Sea of Shoes. Lol now I have something to do... and maybe inspire my dull, fat self.

I've been avoiding flavoured drinks (congratulations to me) and trying to reduce the amount of junk I eat, in hopes of losing weight. Now I have something else to drive me to lose weight, and it's fashion. Gotta admit I'm not the most fashionable person around, but I do like fashion. Fashion blogs like The Sartorialist and Face Hunter are soooo freakin' good because the people can put anything on and look so sophisticated and classy.

Of course I want to be like that. Clothes make me happy... but they don't fit me very well right now.

Once I get my paycheck, I'm off to get myself a pair of chinos and real trousers, and maybe an oxford shoe paired with an oxford shirt.

Another person who inspires me to lose weight (although I don't tell this to her), is my sister. She's super skinny (that bitch lol), and she looks good even if her hijab looks like she just got out of a bull fight. I mean I don't want to be skinny, but I'd like to be a normal sized girl for once in my life. LOL...........

So yes I have decided, I am going to lose weight for my health and fashion. For now.

I'm back (not that anyone actually cares)

2011-09-13T21:15:00.001+08:00

It’s been such a long time since I blogged. Not that it mattered to anyone anyway. I barely have time to catch up my social life because I was swarmed with school work and when I finally ended all my exams and weeks of horrible project work and revising, I have to go for a two months internship.

It’s horrible. Every day I come home feeling as tired as ever because of the emotional stress (lol seriously). I have to travel so bloody far. I only have enough energy each night to eat dinner and watch the television. I don’t even turn on my computer because I am always tired as hale.

Before my whining gets the better of me, I shall talk about something positive which is Hari Raya! I don’t have time to actually bask in the glory of Syawal by going house visiting because of my stupid internship and because I’m working every Sunday night. Regardless, Syawal always gives me this happy feeling each time I set foot at home. I like it when people visit my house but everyone seems too busy to visit =/ why!

Yes friends, I’m working every Sunday night at a clinic. Lol, it’s quite nice to earn some extra cash without actually doing a lot of things. Just trying to earn back the amount of money I spent on an iPod Touch4 (grrr I am sooooo broke).

I think I’m going to start blogging once again because it makes me feel like I have something to live for. I’m kidding, it’s just fun to sort of talk to myself since I don’t have that many people to talk to in real life.

Yes, I am pathetic and I’ll be back soon. Bye.

you no fun

2011-06-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

YOU NO FUUUUUUUUUUN

uh.....................

2011-06-24T11:22:00.002+08:00

I figured I should blog because I don't think anyone reads this blog anymore... and if they do then they're probably bored or lost. I think.

I mean, I'm bored and lost. I really don't know what I'm doing with my life because I'm just going to school and getting some brain cells fried every single fuggity day. Really, I'm not enjoying myself at school because sometimes I feel so out of place it makes me sad.

It's like how everyone says high school was except my high school (or secondary school, lol) was practically the BEST TIME IN MY PATHETIC LIFE. I fitted in, had fun, enjoyed my commitments, I could ace at least one subject and actually did well for my final exams! I was content with this...... and then I had to go to good ol' polytechnic. I'm onto my second year already and I seriously think I can't be worse than I already am.

Okay, all this polytechnic talk is making me stress out and mega-depressed so let's move on to something better. Let's see...... K-POP! Naw, I'm joking but I like K-Pop and yes, you can judge me all you want. K-Pop haters are the last on my list of people I want to murder. LOLJK.

I'm waiting patiently for 14th of July because... HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS PART 2 WILL BE OUT IN THEATERS FOR ME TO WATCH AND WEEP AND CRY AND MOURN. Well, you get the point. The movies I watched were bad and disappointing, so I'm just waiting for the ultimate one. My life.

Okay I need to take a dump bai bai

hello thar i hate you thinkpad

2011-06-24T11:13:00.002+08:00

Okay so my laptop's been acting up and I just couldn't care less but I have to because it's the ON button that's screwing it all up. Seriously. All the buttons on this bloody thinkpad just keep malfunctioning and I just keep ignoring it. Guess I have to send it for servicing and I'll end up with no laptop for a few weeks. Oh, the horror.

Hahaha there's really nothing here anymore, I just wanted to keep this blog alive because I wanted to see how I've changed through the years. I know, boring.

not even love

2011-05-23T01:18:00.001+08:00

i have no faith in anything except for Allah and His Messenger

i am a liar, hi

2011-05-23T00:50:00.003+08:00

today i realized that people are still shallow, people still lie about "beauty is on the inside" phrase, that some people can feel sad for years, most people are liars and some people throw their words around without much thought.

as for me... i am quite the liar.

)=

2011-05-22T23:49:00.001+08:00

Is the world just a cruel place...

or am I a pathetic excuse for a girl?

oh fuck I'm really the pathetic one here who am I to kid

do you want to know a secret

2011-05-08T17:03:00.002+08:00

Okay so I took History of Rock and Roll for my IS class because I didn't want to be all serious business for at least one of my modules. Then I decided to do research on The Beatles because they were one of the most prominent bands from the Rock and Roll era.

I am such a fan of their songs now, at least from their first album. Haven't been able to listen to ALL their songs because they have tons of albums. Plus, I really think they have the best album covers of all time. Especially HELP!, it's so cute hahahaha

Favourite track from Please Please Me and it makes me smile like a loser when I listen to it. Lulz.

sad eyes

2011-03-23T23:35:00.002+08:00

I am so frustrated with everything. God, please help me get through this.

again

2011-03-14T10:52:00.002+08:00

It's been such a long time. Lol, I don't even bother to blog anymore because I've got waaaay too many commitments like twitter, tumblr and facebook. JK. Okay, so my exams are over for a week already and I haven't been doing anything at all, honestly. Except for going out to the library and borrowing tons of books of course, totally worth it.

I tried applying for a position as a part timer at Page One, but I guess it's to no avail. It's been a week and they still haven't called, pft such luck. I guess I'd be staying at home for the rest of the holidays, and trust me, I don't even want to do that. My friends aren't equally free as me, so I have nobody to go hang out with. Lol.

On a brighter note, I'm going to watch Rango today! The only reason that makes Rango worth watching is because it's voice by Johnny Depp. It's obvious.

I have nothing much to say about my life... so I'm gonna go off and read my book.

PS: #prayforjapan My heart goes out to everyone affected )= God, please make this all better.

happy days are here again, i hope ♥

2011-02-21T21:31:00.003+08:00

I'm supposed to be studying but I think I should blog to make myself feel better.

I sent a text to my best friend this morning telling her that I love her and she's the only friend who would ever understand my boring self. I thank Allah for adding her into my life because I feel blessed with a friend like her. She's not always there physically but she's always there somehow. Thank you, Farahdf ♥♥♥

I am happy with my life and my current goal is not to be pretty or skinny, but to be hardworking so that my efforts pay off when I get my results back. I want to be successful both in my life and also spiritually because this life is only temporary. I find peace in my religion, and I feel like I've matured a lot.

Hahaha I'm totally blogging this way because I feel very surreal and calm tonight. I have a microsoft excel test tomorrow, so I'm going off now to try and learn some functions (although frankly my head is tired from the pointlessness of it all, that's why I feel so surreal, k it doesn't make sense).

Goodnight wordtowater.

hehpi

2011-02-20T21:06:00.002+08:00

I shouldn't be all bitter right? I should be happy.

Sis just came back from Japan and told me about how amazing the country is. It's probably going to be the first country I'm going to travel to once I start working and have saved enough money to travel. It's cold and it snowed and I am so jealous. She's so lucky ;_;

I can't wait for the holidays to start. I have a paper in two days and it's full speed next week, then I'm a free bird! I can't wait because I want to meet Farahdf, hangout in nice places and go shopping for my shoes.

So my plan for tomorrow is to go to kfc in the morning to eat some delicious kfc porridge and then head somewhere to study. Not intending to study a lot of excel tomorrow but I have to. I just hope I pass sufficiently. Please.

LOOK AT THAT MASTERPIECE. I must eat that tomorrow ahhhhhhh.

Goodnight, I'm off to tumblr now. Lulz.

breathe

2011-02-20T17:21:00.002+08:00

I've felt unappreciated, pathetic, bitter and foolish these few days but I try to pick myself up and go again. I know there's nobody to give a shit about myself but me, so as long as I have God, I know I'm going to be fine. God made me strong, I'm not going to fall so easily.

=/

2011-02-07T20:26:00.001+08:00

One of those nights where I start to hate some people I've stuck with for a long time. Sigh.

i don't bite

2011-02-05T15:51:00.004+08:00

lol it's such a weird video but omgiat keith

/sigh

2011-01-23T21:41:00.002+08:00

So sick of everything. School, friends, projects and people. Sometimes I wish I could stay in my own room and watch Harry Potter, Scrubs and Flight of the Conchords all day.

I'm getting more pessimistic by the day and I'm praying God will help me through the coming days. I keep feeling so unsatisfied with everything nowadays and I'm just ranting it on twitter.

I just want to cry.

school )=

2011-01-18T22:38:00.001+08:00

so tired,
i look forward to sleep every night

i will survive

2011-01-12T23:20:00.002+08:00

Lol at my previous posts being really angsty and stupid. I'm really better than that, although I'm still angry somehow. I'm blogging with a smile plastered across my face because I feel like I did what I should and could.

Nothing's gonna bring me down, especially people like you. I know what I want and I am not like other girls. I wish I'll never be confused and sad over very foolish things because God is always there to guide me through my life.

There's many things I should fix with my life, but I'm just gonna be happy for now.

OT: I really like how indie music sounds really good at night. To me.

AND I REALLY NEED TO WATCH MY FIVE DISC
HARRY POTTER SET THAT I BOUGHT LAST YEAR.

this holidays, promise.

angry post alert meh

2011-01-11T00:34:00.003+08:00

Yeah, not now. Too many fucking shit pissing me off. I hate school and all things alike. I hate shallow people and shameless people who assume whatever is mine, is theirs. No, I'm not talking about my family because I don't talk about them that way. I hate people who blog or tweet about their mothers because it's rude, you don't ever talk about your mom that way, she brought you into this world. I hate some people because those are my things, bitch, you don't touch them because they're not yours. Seriously, you think you're so fucking mature because you have a boyfriend, oh no you don't, you're still dumb, selfish and annoyingly shameless. I can't stand people like you.

In fact, I can't stand most people. I don't even know if I can stand myself, but I know I have limits. Limits, look it up. Know your limits.

the year 2000

2011-01-09T21:37:00.002+08:00

I'd like to be happy person and stay positive for the remaining days of this semester in school but I don't think I can. As usual, we're bombarded with tons of bloody projects that are irrelevant and useless to our future. I don't know if I can survive but I constantly pray that God will help me through this.

There's just too much to deal with. I am thankful that I am not an emotional wreck like some of my friends are, because it looks pretty tough to deal with. It pays to be inexperienced and childish sometimes. I just don't care sometimes.

But it makes me so mad that some people don't know how to be thankful. I seriously just don't get why it is so fucking hard for them to convince themselves they're lucky and living a pretty neat life. Maybe I just don't know how they feel, but I think they sound pretty stupid sometimes. Sigh.

It's really easy to be thankful when you realise that you live a better life than some unfortunate people out there. You have a nice face, you have ample features and have limbs that are perfectly fine, you have clothes to wear and food to eat. Isn't that quite enough to be thankful? One more thing, if you think you're 'fat', do something about it. Nobody wants to give you assurance because it's stupid and it's not gonna make you feel better.

None of my business, anyway. Time to return to my pile of projects.

Last day of 2010, I am still a boss.

2010-12-31T20:36:00.004+08:00

So it's already the last day of 2010. I forgot that I had a blog, but since I'm at home and not out for anything special, I'm going to blog.

It's been quite a year for me. I became a student of Ngee Ann Polytechnic. Lol, a business student, I can't believe it myself. I met loads of awesome, awkward, hilarious, annoying, childish, weird, beautiful people. I've grown and I'm starting to appreciate what God has in store for me. All praises to the Almighty. I'm glad I'm still the person that I've always been, only better.

I can't really write down what I went through for this whole year, but it wasn't too bad like everyone said it was.

I survived being a polytechnic student and it's pretty cool actually. I also have a new appreciation for fruit juice and cup corn because they changed my life. Jk, they're just my favourite snacks now. I didn't fall in and out of love and I still like korean pop and it's practically half my life now. I went to a real concert for the first time in my life and I saw Big Bang in real life.

Although I'm a really boring person and my life is average, it's been quite an eventful year. I'm thankful for everything that I have now.

"The happiest people don't have the best of everything,

they just make the best of everything they have."

(via Islamicthinking)

Happy 2011 everyone! I'm like a boss on twitter, follow me @potpotter!

like most people my age, i just existed

2010-12-20T22:30:00.001+08:00

My new obsession, lol srzly Aaron Johnson makes me feel all tingly inside. I've yet to watch Nowhere Boy; but I'm watching Kick-Ass now. Damn, this boy is fine.

hi i am a weirdo

2010-12-20T21:59:00.002+08:00

Since, the holidays started, I've just been facing my filthy laptop and watching loads of videos. I finally finished watching Season 2 of Scrubs since I kept putting it on hold. Scrubs is and probably would be my favourite comedy-drama, forever. :>

I'm also finishing 2NE1tv and they went to London. It looks like a cool place, I really want to go there when I start working and earning my own bucks. Looks like it's going to be a long time till I finally get there. Lol.

By the way, I've been feeling really delusional since Zany and I had the talk yesterday. My mind is not peaceful, lol.

i'm crazy like the rest of us

2010-12-18T00:56:00.004+08:00

Lol nobody probably ever visits this dusty old blog anymore, but I think it's better that way. There's nothing much that I talk about and my life's as dusty as this blog and there's nothing interesting. But if you're still here, hello and thank you! :)

My common tests are over, I feel so free. My last paper was over just a few hours back and I went straight to Orchard Road with the girls to soak up Orchard's familiar bustling roads and shopping centres full of people. It felt really good somehow.

(Sounds like I'm writing a composition but I just felt like typing as if I have impressive vocabulary when the fact is I do not, hahahahahaha)

I bought myself a cheap owl ring because it's too cute to resist and I bought a sandy coloured cardigan. Okay, idk how to describe it, it looks really comfy and warm. I really like it and my eyes go all dreamy on it because I'm weird like that. The weather here has been really nice since it's the monsoon season, and nights are pleasantly cold and windy.

I borrowed a book a few days ago and totally dedicated myself to it although my exams were not even done yet. I had such a longing to read a book, absorb the words and just let my imagination interpret what I'm reading. It wasn't a fantastic or deep book, but my craving to finish a book was achieve. I finished it the night before my econs paper.

Speaking of my economics paper, I think I screwed it. Kinda badly. Oh well, what's done is done. Lol somebody needs to slap me for being to carefree about my badly done paper but oh wellllll.

Holidays have officially started, yes. I've been waiting for it for 8 weeks because the school term has been mercilessly busy and such. Unfortunately, there's tons of projects still waiting to be conquered, so the holidays aren't really holidays =/

I'm taking a ferry to Batam be next Friday, exactly Christmas. I hope it would be a good time for me to take a break from my crazily boring life and have some fun burning holes in my pockets. Although I just plan on lounging in the hotel room dressed comfortably + a storybook. Fat hope, though.

My holiday plans would be lounging around at home with my books, tumblring my afternoons off, dedicating myself to some kpop fangirl time with Farahdf, baking with the girls, hang out with my two awkward best buddies McCafe with grapes.

Holiday Playlist?
Jason Mraz's Mr A-Z album ^_^

Wow, blogging again felt really good.

Happy holidays and Merry Xmas everybody! (=

to the left to the left

2010-11-29T21:41:00.002+08:00

Lol so I have a hater. Well, hi hater. I'm not supposed to feed trolls like you but anyway. You must have been really bored to stumble upon my irrelevant blog + my average twitter account.

You're my first blog hater so you're probably proud of yourself. I may be an 'insult' to Harry Potter fans but s'okay, at least I know my grammar and I don't troll around.

Have a nice day and stay classy.

BITTAH

2010-11-22T22:21:00.002+08:00

FEELING BITTER

BECAUSE OF SOMETHING

CALLED MICROSOFT EXCEL.

WHICH I HAVE TO DO AN ENTIRE MODULE ON.

MY LIFE IS SO SAD.

10 things because i'm random

2010-11-17T12:10:00.000+08:00

Random things that I want to own and things that I want to do that float in my mind all day long:

1) Have my own room with a messy single bed where I can lie down and
think countless thoughts.

2) Own a wand and a Gryffindor robe + scarf.

3) Go to a countryside for a holiday and live in a cottage.

4) Get a pair of Doc. Martens even though I can never pull them off.

4) Have green streaks in my hair.

5) Live in a nice country with 15-20 Degree Celsius temperature all year round.

6) So that I can wear a G-hoodie everywhere I go.

7) Get to eat sushi and macaroons all day and night long.

8) Own a MacBook. (lol i know you can laugh)

9) Have a life time supply of Reese Peanut Butter Cups.

11) Get a really cute asian boyfriend (HAHAHAHAHA)

So yes, that's all. I am very random.

merry happy

2010-11-16T21:35:00.004+08:00

It's a public holiday tomorrow, I thank the merciful God. I am so tired of school and studying and the best part is that it's only been four weeks since the holidays.

I love the newly added songs to my iPod touch, might just go back to my indie-pop and indie-rock roots because of them. They sound so good!

Since I'm so beat, I might be turning in early today. Although I'm honestly planning to watch Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging tonight. Lulz. Night!

grr brr it's a cold night

2010-11-15T19:45:00.001+08:00

My Monday night is just full of random things and excessive procrastination because I can't seem to go anywhere with my Business Law tutorial =/

I really hate tutorials grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

melted cheese on toast

2010-11-14T21:43:00.002+08:00

It's Monday tomorrow, means it's school and lectures all over again. This is the story of my life.

I got geared up for bus rides to and fro school with tons of new songs so at least there is something to look forward to. I hope I'm gonna have a nice week since I'm going to watch Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part One. Rejoice.

Bye everyone, have a nice week ahead.

MY BFF

2010-11-12T21:45:00.002+08:00

I LOVE FARAHDINA FARHANIS
MY BFF HAHAHA FAIL PARK BOM

(cheap photo quality because they're capped from videos lol)

yes i know i look like a maid you can ignore that, bye

morsmorde

2010-11-11T21:35:00.004+08:00

It's Thursday once again! I survived the whole of today with only three hours of sleep and I feel like a champion. No, I am actually very sleepy and I'm updating because I have nothing to do.

It's just been school school school these days, I'm just spending my time on my tutorials and shit. I want a good GPA and I've been diligently studying... for now. But since the lecture just now on macroeconomics was as dry as Sahara, I caved in and slept for a few minutes. Woke up feeling guilty but my brain refused to listen =/ Idk what to do with myself sometimes.

On the brighter side, I found the nest best thing in Ngee Ann!!!!!!! Apart from the absolutely delicious fruit juice made by a cute guy (LOL JUST LOL) at Canteen 2, the sweet corn is amazing. I'm pretty much addicted thanks to Mae and I ate it three times this week. Yes, I am fat. It's okay as long as I'm not taking up your seat in the bus.

K I really want to make this into a nicer post with photos and that colourful shit, but I'm slowly falling asleep and I'm just looking like o_o at the screen.

Last but not least.............

7 MOAR DAYS TO

HARRY POTTER AND THE

DEATHLY HALLOWS PT.1

fyeah.

little whinging

2010-11-01T20:38:00.001+08:00

oh my precious heart,
George Weasley why are you so gorgeous.

(yes Harry and Ginny OTP forever teehee)

credit to maker.

NAN NAN NAN NAN NAN

2010-10-30T15:50:00.002+08:00

MY NEW JAM. MY NEW JAM. MY NEW JAM. MY NEW JAM. MY NEW JAM. MY NEW JAM. MY NEW JAM. MY NEW JAM. MY NEW JAM. MY NEW JAM. MY NEW JAM. MY NEW JAM. MY NEW JAM. MY NEW JAM. MY NEW JAM. MY NEW JAM. MY NEW JAM. MY NEW JAM. MY NEW JAM. MY NEW JAM. MY NEW JAM. MY NEW JAM. MY NEW JAM. MY NEW JAM.

They're so good, and I've been looping their songs for hours already.

B I G to the BANG

2010-10-30T13:58:00.001+08:00

So I went to the Korean Pop Night exactly a week ago. IT WAS AMAZING. Although I was 73 metres away from the stage and I would only see their bobbing heads, they still looked stunning. The best part is, I saw Bigbang live. I never thought I'd ever get to do that honestly.

It was awesome, they sang 7 songs in total. It was like a mini-concert. They were so stunning that I was screaming my head off and sang along like a crazy bish. It was a fabulous fantastic eventful beautiful flawless amazing night. VIP, forever and always.

The six other kpop bands were awesome too, I even got a new boy band to stan over. It was so embarrassing because apparently this member from the group started to dance and the choreography was like touching himself (my first time hearing the song, so I was like vnjdnfkl) and I screamed "OMG STOP TOUCHING YOURSELF!" and everyone turned and looked at me.

Yes, this is a guy. He is ridiculously pretty.
No, he is not my bias iduncurr who he is.

The whole night was just epic and it was worth my money.

Oh and yes, thanks to Jiali, I bought my Harry Potter Year 1-5 DVDs.

But now, I gtg and do my Business Law tutorial. I've been procrastinating, a lot. =/

im always hungry

2010-10-29T20:41:00.002+08:00

Doesn't make anything better for me because argh there are four tutorials waiting for me.

haru haru

2010-10-22T13:19:00.003+08:00

It's Friday, also the last weekday that I'm gonna be allowed to wake up late because school starts next week. New classmates because Business Studies is an asswipe course. I don't want to be judged all over again, but it is inevitable. Everyone is gonna be judged.

Thus, I'm gonna enjoy the last enjoyable Friday with my dearest Farahdf and guess what we're gonna do?! We're making sushi/kimbap, yeah, really! =D I'm psyched. Yes yes yes it's easier if I just buy the cheap prepared sushi but you know, the thrills of cooking something new!

It's gonna be a happy weekend for me because...

I AM GOING TO SEE BIGBANG LIVE

AKA MY FIRST KPOP BAND CRUSH AND WILL ALWAYS AND FOREVER BE MY
FAVOURITE KPOP BAND.

(haters to the left)

and I'll also get to see this gorgeous sweet amazing

G-Dragon

MY FOREVER CRUSH ;_;

I can't wait. Thank God for all his blessings. (;

look away

2010-10-22T12:22:00.001+08:00

please watch this trailer. why?

BECAUSE THERE IS A SCENE WITH THE SEVEN POTTERS AND
DANIEL RADCLIFFE IS IN A BRA SAYING "LOOK AWAY I'M HIDEOUS"

'nuff said.

whip yo hair

2010-10-22T00:32:00.003+08:00

I WHIP MY HAIR BACK AND FORTH.

All my Ladies if you feel me
come on do it do it whip your hair
Don't matter if its long, short
do it do it whip your hair (your hair, your hair)

courtesy of Sofia Cheng's amazing discovery.

I heard this kid's only 9 and check out the name. I guess she's Will Smith's daughter?!
Mindfuckery max.

guilty as charged

2010-10-19T23:20:00.003+08:00

Guess what guess what guess what!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT'S PROFESSOR LAYTON AND PHOENIX WRIGHT

IN THE SAME GAME!

IT'S A CROSSOVER!

I NEED TO PLAY THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wants not needs

2010-10-18T09:11:00.008+08:00

I need a new pair of favourite shoes. This is so depressing.

I've been eyeing two Topshop boots but it's bloody annoying that my family tells me that I'll probably never wear them because I'm not a fashion peanut, I won't be able to gather enough confidence to wear them out and I'd be too lazy to tie the laces. Wow, really now, too lazy to tie the laces?!

I'm just so desperate for a favourite pair of shoes (thus, explains why I bought an uncomfortable shoe on impulse in the previous entries). I find this really depressing because well, I'm a girl, I need favourite shoes. This sucks because I have the money, but I have no shoes to buy ]=

RAGE SOMETIMES.

I just can't bring myself to but those shoes and y'know, show them that I can wear the boots everyday, but they kinda brainwashed me (lol) that I'm probably gonna wear it twice and chuck it aside. I feel ridiculous, honestly. I really like them... but there's that annoying bugging thought in my head. Urghdjfndkfdvsdbjisdbj you know!

By the way, I was just browsing through Vans' website and guess what I found.
Isn't that absolutely magical looking?! The planets and the colour and the stars, it looks like Hogwarts' enchanted ceiling at night. It's so beautiful and I am tempted, but patterned shoes don't go well with patterned clothes, no? Well, I don't know, they're so magical.

I got my pay so I'm gonna feel pretty rich for awhile but there are no things to splurge on! Okay there are things of course, but if I don't get a new pair of shoes, I won't start splurging on other things.

Maybe except for this of course!

I only own a Prisoner of Azkaban DVD and they're *cough* pirated. I know I'm such a useless fan but I'm really so tempted to get this for $89.90 at a local DVD store. But they're selling way cheaper at Amazon.com minus the shipping fees! I'm not willing to wait for the last movie to come out in DVD because it's in two parts and that's probably mean I'm gonna get my DVD late next year. Which is eternity to me.

And thanks to Kendra, she says she still reads my blog because she can't compute what goes on in my mind! =D

Yes, I'm happy that there's still at least one reader on my blog because I find myself extremely boring and this blog is just here so that one day I can reread all the teenage angst and happiness and humour and lameness that I had.

I still have tagboard labeled parseltongue at my profile. ~Subliminal messaging~ Drop me a few words... readers? Lol okay only Kendra reads my blog.

Hey, it's raining! That means there's blessing all around! I'm happy today, so let's hope I stay happy and HAKUNA MATATA! Enjoy your Monday, everyone.

hakuna matataaaaaaaaa

2010-10-16T22:57:00.002+08:00

It means no worries, for the rest of your days! =D

This song makes me feel so good.

so what saturday

2010-10-16T14:03:00.003+08:00

It's Saturday but I'm staying home because there's nowhere to go. I still hate how uncomfortable my new shoes are because they gave me a sore toe yesterday so I decided to stuff newspapers into it. I hope that'll help or if not I just wasted my money and my mother's money.

Oh Merlin's shimmery pants, guess what I found?!

MARTIN MYSTERY EPISODES ON YOUTUBE! =D
(it's an italian cartoon okay!)

One more week to school, so I guess I have another week to devour all these fresh episodes of my favourite creepypasta/alien/ghost/zombie cartoon! All the better, the episodes are from Martin Mystery Season 2, (and I just googled, there is a season 3!) so it means I've never watched them before!

I am so excited, you don't even know.

I was watching channel 5 in the morning and guess what again?! They're gonna have a Harry Potter movie marathon, starting from the Sorceror's Stone up to the Order of the Phoenix! You have no idea how exciting this is for me, considering I haven't watched a Harry Potter movie in a few months already ['=

I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW so I'm gonna be off watching Martin Mystery now. Bye, wordtowater. Lol idek that nobody is reading my blog. I am so over being sad loljk I am still sad ):

wow im such a loser

2010-10-14T23:44:00.002+08:00

i dont even know why im getting emotional over a pair of shoes, really. okay so i've been searching for a perfect pair of shoes that would fit most of my outfit but there isn't one out there that i like. it was horrible until i found a pair of topshop boots but everyone thrashed me saying i'll never dare to wear them out =/ so yeah i walked on some more and just went into a shop and kinda liked a pair of shoes, tried them on and bought it. when i got home it was painful and it wasn't anything i was looking for, so now i feel like i just wasted money on a pair of unfortunately unconformable shoes.

i feel depressed, and i still need shoes. what is this shit.

i just want a decent pair of shoes why is this so hard
cry

cooling their hot heads

2010-10-13T21:55:00.002+08:00

(pictures taken from several tumblrs)

So, I will head out alone, hope for the best
We can pat ourselves on the back
As say that we tried
And if one of us makes it big
We can spill our regrets
And talk about how the love never dies

cherry blue skies

2010-10-11T20:12:00.000+08:00

So I decided to get myself a nice present after working for a few weeks, so I decided to get myself a fish. A fighting fish (or scientific name: betta something something). Moving on, I named it Alastor Moody, after the amazing Auror with the weird googly eye in Harry Potter.

beautiful isn't it? ['=

Since I feel rich, I bought myself this awesome mustache badge just because I didn't like any shoes for myself. It sucks really, I have the money but I don't like any shoes. I don't find sperry topsiders very attractive for girls now and vegan Toms are so ridiculous. Argh, my life.

It's the last two weeks of my long holiday, I finally discovered online shopping because I am a ridiculous old fashioned person, and guess what I'm going to buy?

A STACHE-RING!
I absolutely love anything adorned with a black mustache. They're so cute.

Okay it's 1AM in the morning and I have forgotten all the lonely yet lovely adventures I wanted to talk about.

So..... Ummm..... Oh yes, I finally cleared my dusty white table!

I didn't bother to clean that ridiculous amount of various DVDs, envelopes and school letter chucked at the left side of the table. And that mac&cheese? It has expired and I'm still keeping it because it has Spongebob Squarepants and friends for the macaroni. I cannot eat it, ever. That's my fish on the right and my favourite book, centre stage.

Okay that was horrible, goodnight everyone.

finding every reason

2010-10-10T18:18:00.001+08:00

Here in these deep city lights
Girl could get lost tonight
I'm finding every reason to be gone
Nothing here to hold on to
Could i hold you?

we can't build our dreams on suspicious minds

2010-09-30T12:53:00.002+08:00

Yes, I should blog since it's the holidays and I'm not working today.

I have no life although the holidays have started because I'm either working, sleeping or lurking around the internet, dreaming about having green hair. Yes, it's ridiculous but I am so totally in love with green hair. Although, currently I have slightly burgundy hair because I took a chance and dyed my hair. My life was too dull.

It's been three weeks of holidays but I haven't done anything exciting but work my ass off and eat lots of junk that won't make me healthier at all.

On a brighter note, I managed to get tickets for Korean Pop night here in Singapore featuring BigBang (the only reason why I paid $121 for the concert), Girls Generation, SHINee, FT Island, Infinite, ZE:A and D.NA.

Just praying real hard that the concert would be worth my hundred and twenty one bucks ;_;
all this for BigBang.

I've yet to have my Harry Potter movie marathon. I can't wait for it and I really don't care who I'm gonna have it with because I just want to watch Daniel Radcliffe shooting spells and being hot. I'm almost finishing my Deathly Hallows revision LOL um yes I am so crazy but whatever.

I watched several movies online and I watched Youth in Revolt. Unfortunately, the movie didn't finish loading and I didn't bother to reload it again. But so much Michael Cera :>

His french badass self was so badass.

Since I have plenty of money in my hands because of work, I'm planning to get myself some nice wide angle lenses for my lumix and also get a pair of shoes because my red shoes are disgusting now. Then my life would probably seem less dull.

Oh yes, happy 50th anniversary to The Flintstones!

Bye for now, I'm off to meet cousin to rent movies to watch today. We need to catch up.

I have seen your heart, and it is mine.

2010-09-23T11:38:00.003+08:00

IT'S OUT. I'M CRYING MY HEART OUT UNTIL NOVEMBER 19.
The trailer is everything I imagined.

kanikama nigiri

2010-09-17T19:46:00.004+08:00

Today, my month long craving was satisfied. I had cheap and fast sushi. It tasted spectacular!

I don't know what the triangular wrap sushi is called, bur I'm gonna keep it for supper. Cheap food and cheap thrills like sushi make me a happy girl. Enough to protego me away from the the world for one night.

In case you don't know, my tagboard is the 'parseltongue' link at my profile. Not as if anyone tags my blog, but I'm just saying. Bye.

we just keep on wishing

2010-09-16T21:25:00.004+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya, everybody.

Where my hari raya collection is going to:
kpop night 2010
sperry top siders or keep shoes
wide angle lens

Okay, that's pretty much it. I don't ask for much, but these things don't come cheap. Thus, I am working to earn money, be rich, eat sushi... like a boss.

all is love

2010-09-07T17:09:00.002+08:00

Today was a beautiful day.

I was reading a book while walking and you know how the shadow of the trees and the sunlight fall on the pages of the books while I walk and listen to Igloo by Karen O & The Kids.

I enjoyed the walk and it took my mind off things for a while.

September don't do this to me ):

2010-09-01T13:31:00.004+08:00

September is NOT starting well at all.
I've been stuck at the same question for about two hours now. God, please help me ):

Hope this ends well. Goodbye everyone. Off to polish my brains.

no delicate string of pearls

2010-08-27T14:23:00.002+08:00

beautiful.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY G-DRAGON! =D

2010-08-18T14:56:00.004+08:00

YES, IT'S A GIF-PARTY POST FOR MY

FAVOURITE LEADER

KWON JIYONG AKA G-DRAGON

BECAUSE IT'S HIS BIRTHDAY TODAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GD GD BABY BABY!!!!

(haters to the left or leave)

yes that's him what a qtpie

why I want to marry him loljk

Bye everyone! Trend #HAPPYGDAY on Twitter! ^-^

and some cute Gaho for your attention~

My Baggu

2010-08-11T14:03:00.003+08:00

I finally bought something after a long long long long time, and it's a baggu from Rockstar by Soon Lee. I am a satisfied girl.

Although I'm a little disappointed I couldn't my sperry topsiders because Left Foot apparently doesn't have large sizes );

Less words, more of the bag! Couldn't decided between Navy, Olive or Turquiose, but I ended up with turquoise. Because it is gorjas.

Photos by Me.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY, SINGAPURA

2010-08-09T18:09:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 45TH NATIONAL DAY, SINGAPORE!

I AM WATCHING THE NDP AND I AM TWEETING LIKE A TWEETWHORE.
WHATEVER, I LOVE MY SINGAPURA.

check out google's homepage! epic!

Bye gaiz, gonna watch NDP and be epic all by myself!
Patriotic because this is the least I can do for all that Singapore has done for me :)

jizzworthy

2010-08-07T22:00:00.001+08:00

HONEYDEW AND CHOCOLATE VITASOY
=
BEST DAMN DRINK IN A PACKET, EVER

clap clap

2010-08-01T14:51:00.002+08:00

BEEN REPEATING THIS TRACK LIKE CRAZY.
idc if you think Kpop is gay or whatever, I'm never gonna stop liking it!
they're all more talented than you guyz anywayz pft

i'm so cra-cra-crazy, clap clap clap clap clap clap mad man

Inception. Epic Slush.

2010-07-30T12:18:00.006+08:00

I just definitely have to blog about this. ~(Spoiler alert)~

I WATCHED INCEPTION.
One word: Mindblowing/Mindf***

I can't really say the story was epic because it was left hanging in the end but it just makes you think and think and think. From start to end, the movie requires your full attention because if you miss one part, you're basically gone. They'll say one sentence once and you'll have to relate to that sentence for the whole movie. Farahdf and I didn't even mutter a word to each other and I was just gaping at the screen, not even moving. It was THAT intense. Everything moved so fast and you won't even think it was about two and a half hours since you entered the theater.

It's just a whole lot of epic jumbled up in your brain. After the movie, you won't be quite sure of what you just watched. I kept thinking about the possibilities of the endings and Farah and I had a discussion about it. We were trying to decide if Cobb was in a Limbo, whether the other five already returned to reality, or they were also stuck along in the Limbo, whether they were just projections in the Airport.

The last metal top totem scene was so intense then the credits rolled in and I was like "WTF WAS THAT?" and yeah, the movie left it hanging.

The characters and the actors were excellent, the plot was pretty much crazy and the cinematography was epic. Best scene: Arthur battling with zero-gravity in the hotel.

Worth the watch. Your mind may end up in a slush or become scrambled eggs. But seriously, if your mind hasn't done a lot of thinking recently, Inception might just do it for you.

Epic movie (but I am so broke, pft). This post is purely based on my opinions and I may have made mistakes while trying to interpret the movie. So yeah... Gonna return to watching Scrubs now. Teehee.

can't think of a title; brain status: clogged

2010-07-26T22:52:00.003+08:00

I'm supposed to be doing my business statistics tutorial but not as if I understand a thing about it. Might as well blog a little before I go to sleep.

School's been a major bitch, they've been bombarding us with complicated assignments and projects with heavy weight percentages. I'm dreading every single day and I'm lagging behind in my revision. I don't understand a lot of things because I'm slow and I'm lazy. Damn right that's me.

After week sixteen, I'm gonna reorganise all my notes and start hardcore revision with some smart ass people in class. I'm pretty excited. Cereally.

But heck, this week is just cray cray. It's only Monday but I'm down with flu, a sore throat and coughing. I have to get back up on my feet, fast.

So, goodbye folks, hope you're doin' good yourself.

i love them.

2010-07-21T16:24:00.005+08:00

Old friends can never be replaced.

FarahDf, Zany, Mifdhal, Jiali, Aliffah, Asyiqin, Liyana, Kendra, Jowynn.

(btw my new ones kinda suck a little hehehehe)

I will forever thank God for friends like you.

OH MI GOD, PLEASE READ THIS, POTTER FANS

2010-07-17T00:52:00.004+08:00

This post is not intended for Twihards. But maybe more for Potter fans!

WHY STEPHANIE MEYER'S ARGUMENT IS INVALID:

Meyer: “Oh gosh, don’t get mad at me but I don’t know what a wizard fight looks like in her (JKRowling’s) head. I know what it looks like in the movies so I have to go on what it looks like in the movies. But here is the thing, if it’s possible for a human to duck a wand being shot at them; a vampire is not going to have a problem. The fight would be over in .01 seconds because Edward would be across the room snapping his (Harry’s) neck. He would be done. He wouldn’t even have time to say his spell word. I’m sorry but Edward would win that one.”

The long version for why her argument is invalid:

“I know what it looks like in the movies so I have to go on what it looks like in the movies.” You can’t know how a wizard fights if you’ve only seen what it looks like in the movies, because the movies don’t explain much and you won’t know what you’re talking about. How about you go read the books like a big girl, (evaluate the messages behind the story while you’re at it), then get back to me.

“to duck a wand being shot at them”? You don’t duck a wand being shot at you. You can dodge a curse or hex that’s being shot at you. I’m pretty sure people don’t throw their wands at each other, that would just be silly and wouldn’t do much damage to your opponent (unless you happened to hit them in the eyeball, but the odds of that happening are are slim.)

“a vampire is not going to have a problem” Sorry but I think vampires already have many problems. One of their problems is that they’re vampires.

“The fight would be over in .01 seconds because Edward would be across the room snapping his (Harry’s) neck” It is not physically possible to cross the room and snap someone’s neck in .01 seconds. Edward is made out of a marble-like substance so realistically, he shouldn’t be able to move at all. But I’ll play along and pretend he can move. He could travel across an entire room in a tenth of a second and snap someone’s neck even though he must be extremely heavy? Heavy people can’t move that fast. Maybe Edward can move fast, but not fast enough to travel across an entire room (about 20 ft.) in less than a second. So let’s say Edward can travel across the entire room in a few seconds. By the time Edward gets halfway across the room, Harry could say “IMPEDIMENTA” and slow that motherfucker down, giving him time to say “Avada kedavra”.

“Edward would be across the room snapping his (Harry’s) neck.” Let’s pretend Edward actually did snap Harry’s neck. How the fuck is that gonna kill a wizard? Madam Pomfrey could heal that shit in no time and then Harry would be back in the game, ready to crucio some hoes (namely, Edward)

“He would be done.” Yeah, Harry would be done killing Edward.

“He wouldn’t even have time to say his spell word.” Spell word? Its called an incantation, stupid woman. And yes, he would have time to say his “spell word” because it only takes a second to say it. And if Harry was using nonverbal spells, it would take him less than that.

“I’m sorry but Edward would win that one.” I’m sorry but you are the weakest link. Goodbye.

The short version for why her argument is invalid:

She’s a woman. What is she even doing out of the kitchen?

What is she even doing out of the kitchen.
OMG.

Words in red extracted from this incredible person/source~

HAHAHA, OWNED STEPHANIE MEYER IS OWNED BY INCREDIBLE OWNING PERSON.

Help?

2010-07-17T00:20:00.003+08:00

I've been really busy, I hate it so much.

Sick of this blogskin so I want to change it. Help? (Because I am a loser when it comes to HTML and blogskins and whatever)

I want my blogskin like this awesome one right here!
I don't know, I doubt anyone is reading this, but if you are willing to help, please help )=

I really don't want that picture of a woman there, and the credits are a little cumbersome. Those little circles area annoying and idk if I am allowed to remove them. Don't get me wrong, I will credit you of course if you help me =D

(heh heh fonts in courier new please?)

Okay what the actual heck am I talking about, -_- help me please anybody!

happier

2010-07-13T20:32:00.002+08:00

Old friends never fail to make me feel happy. Had lunch with Kendra Kee Pokemon just now =D

Won't be blogging about 2AM anytime soon, but its not as if anyone is interested.
Got to go now, I have Business Statistics test tomorrow )= wish me luck, I'm struggling.

2AM I MET THEM, MY LIFE IS COMPLETE

2010-07-10T20:57:00.004+08:00

2AM WAS EPIC!!!!
I SHALL BLOG TOMORROW.

I LOVE YOU

IM SEULONG
LEE CHANGMIN
JUNG JINWOON
AND JO KWON KKAP KING!

my face:
^_^ and =D and =O and =DDDDDDD

my new bias?
IM SEULONG.
ONG SEUL ONG ONG.
ONG AHJIBEM.

BEING ALL BATSHIT CRAZY COZ OF 2AM LATER

2010-07-10T00:07:00.005+08:00

I AM REALLY SO EXCITED FOR LATER!
I'M GOING TO MEET 2AM TODAY!
(sigh about 9 hours of waiting for them outside pepper lunch... sucks)

I'm queuing up at eight in the morning later... and the fansign only starts at 5.30 PM. I'm gonna be shagged by then, judging from the amount of screaming fangirls I saw in the airport fancam. Real scary. They can all scream like crazy and I'm afraid I can't =/

I'm being a good student by bringing my B.Statistics notes with me, like lulz right. Packed my stuff and my bag is full, idek why! Okay well I'm bringing my instax and camera... plus notes and tissues and my bottle and the album and two peanut butter M&Ms and wallet and omg lot's of shit.

Some fans already started queuing... insanely kancheong, really. I'm meeting Stephanie and Audrey later and we'll all be bringing notes. Yay study-udy-udy for statistics -_-

By the way, I watched Eclipse! =D I'll update another time because I need to sleep for later. If you guys happen to be visiting IMM, gimme a call and visit me... I'm gonna be queuing up outside IMM despite tomorrow's idk what weather. I'm dreading it, but sigh~ the things I do for 2AM aka first Kpop group I'm seeing with my own nekkid eyes ^_^

I love you 2AM, please shake my hand and wink at me tomorrow because I love you all and I'm all nutsy now. I think I'm coming home all batshit crazy tomorrow because I'm going to see the epitome of man-divas, Kkapkwon and Jinwoon my forever love. LOL.

G'night people, please pray for my safety.

DEATHLY HALLOWS EPIC EPIC

2010-07-08T12:26:00.004+08:00

I don't care if nobody is excited
I CAN CRY BY MYSELF.

but

see the comparison?
Battle of Hogwarts.

I CAN'T WAIT.

DEATHLY

2010-07-08T10:58:00.001+08:00

brb crying so hard

the last enemy that shall be destroyed is death

2010-07-05T18:37:00.004+08:00

my new google homepage background!

you know who it is.

PS: anybody kind enough to teach me how to put this ♥ by html or whatever? I'm sucha loser cos I keep copying from fb, lulz

reese's

2010-07-04T13:57:00.002+08:00

if you ever get a chance to try the ever so delish
Reese's Peanut Butter Cups
PLEASE DO.

because even if you dislike peanut butter like me
YOU WILL LOVE REESE. DAMN STRAIGHT.

gossip man

2010-07-02T14:23:00.000+08:00

man is fine.

drawing a line and watching it fall

2010-06-29T21:38:00.002+08:00

there's no use in trying
when the pieces don't fit anymore

I dug out all the albums I own and I found Undiscovered. Oh, the irony. But James Morrison is a genius with a beautiful voice, seriously~

Plus I found my John Legend's Get Lifted and The Script's album. I love today.

occlumency

2010-06-28T23:27:00.003+08:00

Lulz, a few hundred fans actually get the autograph pass too... but many thanks to all of you who actually thought I was lucky! Well, I am lucky! =D Whooot, 2AM!

Oh by the way, first day of school was tiring -_- Like seriously, plus my bugging cramps for the whole day and I was in pissy-don't-talk-to-me mode... I'm so tired.

Bye.

oh yes right, I feel so mysterious when I 'Appear Offline' because it's like I'm wearing an invisibility coat............... :B

again and again

2010-06-27T23:29:00.002+08:00

Life was good, then it sucked a little and I hope it's going to be good tomorrow.
After all, nobody is sad or happy for very long.

School is starting again tomorrow, I don't know what to expect but I'm planning to be a walking stone tomorrow. All emotionless. Then I would end my day by studying in the library cubicles.

I hope I stick to my ridiculous plan. It makes me happier than being happy.

JUGEO DO MOT BONAE 2AM

2010-06-26T21:36:00.004+08:00

So I found out they started selling 2AM album and showcase tickets yesterday, and I found out today, so I was being all fangirly and panicky and asked Zany to accompany me to get an album.

So then I reached HMV and it turns out they still have albums, phew~
I bought one.

Okay so then I scratched that blue spot right there, not even expecting anything but...

I ACTUALLY WON A PASS FOR THE AUTOGRAPH SESSION!
OH MERLIN'S PANTS!!!
This means I get to see 2AM up close which means
I get to see Jinwoon and Jo Kwon up close
and if I'm lucky I might idk, high five or shake their hands omg

excited fangirl gif cue!

and omg I get to see him?!

JINWOON!!!!!!

Oh yes I'm really happy. Thank god. My money was well spent! Whoot 2AM, here I come!
(although I hate the venue, garden plaza wtf -_-)

perfect symmetry

2010-06-25T20:31:00.005+08:00

I'm just only starting on my homework -_- I am so lazy seriously.

I'm a little richer now because I've got money in my pockety pockets! Finally. I had to work just now and you have no idea how I hate working there. I really don't have a choice because my parents say I don't have anything to do at home -_-

Like hello peoplezzzz, I was planning to do homework today! Fo' srs. I actually have my book laid out in front of me but it seems that I'm procrastinating. Yes, I am...

Speaking of I am... 2AM is coming to Singapore!!! July 10 and 11!!! I want to see Jinwoon and Jo Kwon so badly. I might try heading down to the airport but after hearing stories about how unclassy Singaporean fangirls can get... I'm scared. They actually charge and not run or whatever, they CHARGE.

Uhm well speaking of 2AM, I really don't get the hate for K-Pop, seriously? Naw I'm not trying to preach K-Pop here but why can't people just respect music as a whole? K-Pop is music whether you like it or not, it makes people happy and they're sometimes really good. They're really shallow and go all like "Ah K-Pop is so gay and the guys all look like girls and what kind of music is that"... I mean wtf excuse me, you don't even listen to their music and you're judging them by looks and a few songs you heard? Yeah, that sounds really classy.

And just for the record, some of them are actually better than music than um, uh mainstream normal english un-gay songs? Lol, I know I sound like a rabid fangirl, but seriously don't hate on K-Pop. You don't know what it is so I suggest you go DIAF if you hate it so much.

The holidays are pretty great actually because I got to meet all my favourite people! I met up with Farahdf. Then Zany (tsk every week also meet her, hahaha) and Mifdhal and finally Jiali!!!! =D I iz happy girl.

And since facebook has the "like this status and I will post something that I like about you.." thing, I need to thank somebody for being a godsend gift from god.

It's Farahdina Farhanis. My Bffzzzzzz.
I'm really glad I got a chance to meet you because you're really something after awhile. I'm never sad whenever I'm with you and I don't even know why! You always listen to me regardless of whether I'm happy, spazzy, angry or fucking angry. You laugh at everything I say and it annoys me but I still love you. You tolerate everything I do and you never complain. You're a really happy person and I love you for that. There are so many other things that are amazing and annoying about you, but all you need to know is that I won't ever want to lose a best friend like you. Saranghae, chingu. ^^

I'm gonna go now but just tellin' you guys, I have a twitter account now! Don't ask me why I have it, just follow me @potpotpotter! Have a nice weekend everyone! [=

call me Tiger

2010-06-19T19:15:00.001+08:00

Easily made my day. Since all I've been doing is sleeeeep and Scrubs. Fml.

the third conchord

2010-06-19T12:08:00.001+08:00

Holidays. I'm broke, bored, lazy and fat. So many things that I gotta buy like clothes, but why am I not even liking a single thing in the shops?!

I'm broke but that's nothing new. I can't go out because I'll spend it on ice cream and double chocolate frappe which would only make me poorer than I already am. Plus, I don't even want to think about starting on my tutorial homework because my brain is dead and I am lazy.

I've finally finished watching Flight of the Conchords and Scrubs season 1. I've been watching videos and reading Deathly Hallows and that's that! What -_- I want to go out. Whatever, even if it makes me poor.

Oh, I had to go to work that day. With kids. I hate kids. But at least I'm getting a little bit of pocket money. Although I have no idea what to spend it on except for food food glorious food. Lol.

Whatever man, I'm gonna end this post and find someone to go out with me. Bye.

yes, that's my homegirl.

in a moleskin

2010-06-14T18:13:00.003+08:00

I've started reading Deathly Hallows, like finally.
<3

a piece of brettie

2010-06-09T20:21:00.002+08:00

A few happy news to share with you, wordtowater~

Firstly, I is haz iPod Touch now! =D Guess what it's called? It's called 'a piece of Brettie'. Why? Because I like Brett McKenzie from Flight of the Conchords, that is why! Hahahahah I'm sucha crazy fangirl.

Tomorrow's my last paper, rejoice! Georgina and I planned to shop and whatever that's alike but I'm broke! I need a new iPod cover, lots of clothes because I stained my friggin' shirt with an orange highlighter just now!!! FML ARRRR.

OMGEE YAY I'M GETTING PHOENIX WRIGHT ACE ATTORNEY FOR MY IPOD HEHEHEHE ^^

Okay, unless I'm planning to fail open book Business Statistics tomorrow, I better get back to studying. I can't really concentrate because I am so excited for tomorrow. Byeeeeee *squealzzz*

hear my song

2010-06-06T16:55:00.002+08:00

It's the time of the year again, it's common test time =/

I haven't studied hard or mugged for very long and I'm not doing very well with all the studying and staying up late. Two more exams, then I'm free for two full weeks!

Patience.

this is amusing, hehe

2010-05-31T23:15:00.003+08:00

HAVE YOU SEEN THIS MASTERPIECE YET? IF YOU HAVEN'T...

and then the blessed goat sings like Usher!

LMFAO SERIOUSLY THIS
IS SO FUNNY I AM ROFL!
=D

That goat just made my day.

my bestfriend and my favourite song

2010-05-29T21:03:00.004+08:00

I finally met Farah and had Yami Yogurt. Om nom nom.

I poured out every damn frustration pent up in me, lol what else, and we had a good laugh about it. I had Long John Silver's ever so amazing cheese and saw a cute guy who looked over his shoulder with an eye-smile like Yoo Seungho's. Then we headed back to my house since I was broke and couldn't shop although everything was just screaming "SALE!" in my face.

And I saw this really cute shoe but I can't bare to buy it because... yeah, just because.

We fangirled. Our Favourite past time. No, srz shit, we fangirled until we screamed and swooned and fell out of our swivel chairs, over C.N. Blue's guitarist, Bigbang and 2PM. Till eleven at night.

We pretty much looked like this while doing that:

LOL JK HEHE

I love Farah so much <3 I don't know what I'd do without her and her clumsy ass. She's like a sponge that absorbs all the shitty things that I have in me and she makes me happy. I don't care if I sound lesbian, I just love her to death. Farahdina Farhanis, saranghaeyo! We don't have any photos because we are just made of fail. We're happy like that.

Plus, this song has been on repeat. I like it because it's a happy song! ^^

MY LATEST FANDOM.

LEE JONGHYUN LEE JONGHYUN LEE JONGHYUN
Y R U SO QT HUH ♥

crystal ball

2010-05-24T22:19:00.003+08:00

Oh, crystal ball, crystal ball,
Save us all, tell me life is beautiful,
Mirror, mirror on the wall.
Oh, crystal ball, hear my song,
I'm fading out, everything I know is wrong,
So put me where I belong

(.___.)

2010-05-24T12:37:00.000+08:00

I just spent the whole of my Saturday catching up with my obvious past time which is koreafetish and kpop. It makes me feel accomplished and happy, since I haven't been able to properly fangirl because of school. I'm pretty all right with school now, and I'm finally getting along. Sometimes.

I'm broke. It disturbs me. I'm so bad at saving up, but I tried bring home-made sandwiches to school. It actually works for one day but then next day I spend more. Like that particular day where I actually spent about fourteen precious bucks on food! Then I proceeded to feel guilty for about the whole week.

(.____.) all because of school.

On a brighter note, I have pictures to finally post here! Did I tell you that my sad lenovo has an integrated camera but can't take pictures? I'm jealous of Fujitsu's just because you can set fire to your head, and Mac is just bloody awesome with it's quality and the retarding effect.

Photos are all from Zany's Macbk. I am jealous.

say hello to my ugly lenovo!
i hate its appearance but I love the keyboard.
and the amazing light that lits up the keyboard in the dark!

Yeah, I really like those fake mustaches because I think they're so cute. Although I feel the opposite way with real mustaches, of course.

Exam's coming in about two weeks. I'm still clueless about Microeconomics and B.Statistics. I'm screwed. Furreal.

dufftown

2010-05-18T23:19:00.002+08:00

I JUST MISS HARRY POTTER A WHOLE DAMN LOT );
I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE PROMOS TO BE OUT.

I want to have a movie marathon after my exams because I just need to have it.
And because of my undying love for Harry Potter.